“Until one is fully committed to one’s goals of healing,
there is uncertainty and hesitation. The chance to retreat is high because when
one starts moving forward without an underlying commitment, one withdraws to
the well-known place of comfort and convenience.” Desiree Leigh Thompson
Something quite miraculous happened to me in 2022.
But let me digress and rant a bit which is most likely why this experience came about. In March
2022, I was stressed out, burnt-out, and constantly working overtime (OT) without
pay. The College at the time stated that “a 30-hour work week was for work-life
balance”, yet the hours I worked was never 30 hours per week. It always added up to so much more. There was the online teaching, but then there was grading papers, student-teacher advising and support, team meetings, (and so much more), so my work never finished in 30 hours. The college wanted their employees to know that this
was an important practice, but the college never adhered to these guidelines and even though the leads knew about the unpaid OT work, they did nothing to change things.
I can’t tell you how
many team meetings I attended only to hear, from other instructors, the amount
of work that was needed to be done to support students and take on a newly
revised health care program for students. However, working OT fell on deaf ears. Nonetheless, the instructors that brought up their OT work then would say, “I don’t mind” most likely because they wanted to keep their jobs.
I can definitely say I learned a
lot due to the leadership skills I attained and the freedom I had with curriculum
revising, monitoring classroom dynamics, etc. However, to say that it was a 30-hour week, was a lie. Passive, docile,
and apathetic individuals are simply taking these jobs without a stance, so they can keep a comfortable job, but have these individuals evaluated their
personal and professional values and ethics. It's crazy the amount of people that do things that they normally wouldn't do just to keep their job. I get it. We all need money to survive. But to compromise your principles is beyond me. When one does not align with their
principles, one is living in cognitive dissonance and disharmony with self. You are lying to yourself - one of the worst things you can do for your self-esteem.
That wasn’t the sole problem, though. I completed my Master of
Science in nursing degree in 2021. I started working full-time
before I finished it and didn’t stop. I was unhappy with all jobs I was
employed with due to the extreme stress, not necessarily with the people I worked with, but the intensity and expectations of the jobs. Typically, to get the job done, you bulldoze through a lot of stuff that should be considered but management doesn't care. Smooth it over and all is well is their moto.
First, I began to think about why I went into nursing and how working for health care in BC compromised my principles. Did I not think about this before I went to school? And if not why not? I also began to really think about this
rat-race we live in. How is it possible to get educated, spend so much money and time in school, and then get a job that is, literally, killing me physically,
psychologically, and spiritually. The job was demanding and stressful, my body always in the stress response cycle - fight and flight mode - but it was also the commute,
the feeling of breathlessness, always in a hurry: to get to work, at work, and
then to get home in rush hour only to blast through shopping, dinner, laundry, and
then start this all over again. I was also fed up with this entire Covid thing.
So called health experts were stating that we would probably need to have
annual boosters. I started to become suspicious and skeptical of so many thing we were conditioned to believe. So many things were "off" and didn't feel right. This was not life!
At this point, I threw up my arms and said to myself that something had to change; this lifestyle was crazy! I made a commitment to start a disciplined
exercise program even if it was just walking every other day as well as
starting a meditation practice on a regular basis. With meditation, many revelations
and truths started to surface. Rather than continue to read material and
research that was in alignment with my thought processes, I started to question
things. I started to sit with myself rather than reach out to find the answers.
I was willing to truly consider evidence that contradicted my beliefs
and admit the possibility that I may be wrong in some areas I was adamant
about. I became more open to new views and attitudes about the educational,
governmental, and financial institutions, as well as the healthcare systems
which included the research we were fed by institutions.
At some point, I came across Ramtha School of Enlightenment (RSE) and started some online courses with RSE. I learned about involution and evolution and many other things. This is when I started to practice the breath of fire and journal my experiences. (Just a side note: it was interesting to see Dr Joe Dispenza there at Ramtha's School many years ago practicing Ramtha's Teachings - he was video taped there as an audience member. I'm surprised he has never mentioned where he received his teachings.)
Anyway, I started the breath of fire in meditation to support my practice and to support my health. I was only just understanding the whole concept of this exercise, practicing it for about ten days. Then in a such strange way, on September 27, 2022, I had the experience of meeting with an extraterrestrial (ET) in
my front yard during daylight hours - conscious and fully awake and alert.
I've had many parapsychological experiences throughout childhood, teen and adult years, but this was completely different. Even with all the parasites and dark energies I had experienced (I gather due to the developmental trauma I'd experienced and acquiring C-PTSD) through feelings, knowings, and seeings in my field, this experience changed my life forever. But, the experience also initiated going down the rabbit holes.
This is how it occurred: I completed my breath of fire with Ramtha's audio. It was about 25-30 minutes. After that, I was itching to go outside after the practice to take my dog for a walk. I was rushing around, like the usual ADHD behaviour. I said to myself if I didn't get outside with the dog now, I wasn't going to go. So I got the leash on Jasper and headed out the door. I walked down the front stairs and turned left to where my car was parked, outside in the open driveway. I heard this clanging - it sounded like a socket wrench, so I looked up. What appeared to be a large man, he and I made eye contact and I nodded my head, as to acknowledge that he was there, (and as I assumed) atop the telephone pole, about 12 feet high. He appeared to be wearing a white hard hat and dark round glasses with a large socket wrench in the left hand. It made sense in my mind as I was in a frantic state to get in the car. I didn't think much of it at that point. As I pulled out of the driveway, I very quickly referenced a white city truck (or so I thought) through the trees. Again, to me, this made "sense."
So I called my husband as I was driving to tell him that I was coming down to his location of work to park the car and walk the dog on the nearby trail at the harbour. I shared with him that we had a man at the top of a post; "It must be a telephone pole", I said. I even stated to him that the pole was being inserted about 10 to 12 feet away from the main road, and, in a confused state, asked why they were placing it there. It didn't make sense. Anyway, I was gone for about 1 1/2 hours at most.
As I turned the corner nearing my home, I began to think about the 'man' that I saw at the top of the telephone pole. However, as I approached the house, I looked for this post; I didn't see anything. My mind started to wonder, "What's going on?!" I was also expecting to see a city vehicle there - through the trees, but there was nothing. Now, I am absolutely confused and dumbfounded. I thought perhaps they (the telephone or cable company) made a mistake and they placed it in the wrong area and moved.
I pulled into the driveway, got my dog out and walked into the house. After I got my dog settled, I started to think about what just happened. I make some tea, and with my tea in hand, I walk out to the area I met this man. I stopped and observed, but things didn't make sense. "How could the post ever have been planted there when there are large trees and branches in the way?" "Why are there no hole in the ground or foot prints on the soil?" The soil is untouched. "Why don't I see any signs of change in that areas?, such as trees cut or any evidence that a person or persons were there."
I know what I saw. I shared this experience with my husband, so it was real. Then I asked myself why did I needed to see this and what was the purpose.
As you can imagine my life took a huge turn. From that point on, I went on a
mission and started researching other people’s experiences. I pretty much went down the rabbit hole devouring everything. Every time I'd ask a question, the answer felt as though it literally fell on my lap, typically they'd come within hours but sometimes just a few days. I
started looking into many other platforms about aliens, other dimensions,
interstellar activities, and so on. I also knew that I had to be cautious with
the material, so discernment was extremely necessary. I picked up several books
purchased on Amazon but many published books back in the 50’s and 60’s were
free online. I ravenously read material and watched videos on Substack, Rumble and Odysee. My contract with the college was
almost over and so I was able to take some time for myself and read everything
I could get my hands on. Here are some books: Alien Interview, by Spencer; Psychic
Warrior, by Morehouse, The Club of Rome, by Coleman; The Committe of 300, by Coleman; The Voyageurs, by Ashayana
Deane; Behold A Pale Horse, by Cooper; The Real Anthony Fauci, by Kennedy;
Bloodlines of the Illuminati, by Springmeier. . .
I started writing this blog on 03/09/2023, 8 months after the alien encounter; it was live for about 24 hours before I changed it back to draft. Today, it is 12/14/2024. Much has happened and changed since this experience on 09/27/2022. I not only feel more comfortable in expressing myself, but living this life in a state of authenticity is where it is really at. There is no going back; I know who I am. I am learning how to be more authentic everyday that I live in a state of presence. I'm not saying it is easy; far from that, but living from my heart allows me to be more authentic and that is where I am true to myself.
I've had many more light experiences after this one which I will continue to share with you. I will also share some of the parasite and dark energetic experiences too so that you can realize that the dark side is only one side of us and to not fear it. I am going back to writing blog posts to sort through my thoughts but also to share with others like you, to realize that we are so much more than this 3D world of slavery.
If there is one piece of advice I can give you, be discerning, be curious, be open-minded and ask a lot of questions. To do this, go into your heart and get present. This is a practice that is worthy of your time. Humans have been conditioned to be distracted with media, social media, the news, influencers . . .. Humanity has also been conditioned to be lazy, apathetic, and docile with the poisons in our air, food, soil and water. Go beyond that. Find a way to get passed that feeling and become that spiritual warrior! Any negative thoughts that surface as you learn and grow, say "These are not my thoughts." Then send them to the cosmos with love.
I know this blog post is a bit choppy but understanding the real event, it would take up a lot of writing and pages to really get the gist of it. This is a bit of a synopsis if that.
Much love,
Desiree
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