Knowing Your Worth
A WISE PARABLE
I'd like to share a parable. Although it has taken on many
forms, it still signifies the same meaning - valuing your worth.
A dying father called his son to his bedside and presented
him with an old pocket watch.
The father said, “Your grandfather gave this watch to me. It
is over 200 years old. Before I give it to you, I want you to go to the watch
shop and tell the owner you want to sell it. Ask him what price he would pay
for it.”
The son went to the watch shop and then returned to his
father’s bedside. He reported, “The watchmaker said he would pay $10 for the
watch because it is old and scratched.”
The father then said to the son, “Go to the coffee shop and
ask the owner if he would be interested in buying the pocket watch and what he
would be willing to pay.”
The son ran to the coffee shop and quickly returned. He told
his father, “The coffee shop owner said he didn’t have much use for an old
pocket watch but offered $5 for it.”
Finally, the father told the son, “Go to the museum and show
them the watch.”
The son went to the museum and returned with a look of
astonishment on his face. He whispered, “Father, the curator at the museum said
he'd pay $1 million for this pocket watch!”
LESSONS
The father laid his head back, closed his eyes and said: “I
wanted you to experience for yourself that the right place, and the right
people, will value you in the right way. Never put yourself in the wrong place,
with the wrong people, and then get angry when you don’t feel valued. Don’t
stay in a place, or with people, that don’t value you. Know your worth and
while being confident in your own value look for the value and the potential
worth of others.”
CHILDHOOD TRAUMA
However, and especially for childhood sexual trauma
survivors, this wise parable is not easily implemented. A child of sexual
trauma does not recognize their worth. When a child's brain structure and
function has significantly changed during their developmental years due to
chronic and cumulative abuse, a meaningful parable will not support these adult
survivors.
Although the transfer of words of wisdom is very heartfelt
and meaningful, an adult survivor of chronic childhood abuse, has difficulty in
recognizing their worth. In their mind, they can understand this wisdom; in
their heart and body, they cannot take it on. An adult survivor of chronic
childhood abuse is separated from their sense of self. They are disconnected
from who they are at the core of their being. This is what most healers do not
recognize or understand.
SEPARATION AT THE CORE
Trauma survivors (e.g., PTSD and C-PTSD) are a unique
population and their healing must be treated as such. They must first address
their pain and body (somatic) experiences to understand where they are at and
learn to release. Understanding allows for this release. Applying positivism
and wise quotes (although heartfelt, meaningful, and true in many ways for many
people) does not work in the "long-term." A short-term quick-fix
supports brief success, but to get to the core of worthlessness, one must go
deep into the healing process.
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