Minding your own business, you may just have an experience where your light pisses people off.
I definitely had one of these strange experiences . . . again.
So many things are happening in this world on an energetic level. Are you feeling it? How are you managing it? Are you folding and/or caving in? Are you ignoring or denying it? Or are you healing and facing your shadows and deepening your connection to Self and making sure you ground with mother Earth?
I'm thinking that most of you should know by now that we are in an energetic (or spiritual) war. It's so obvious! That's all you have to do is FEEL. Be silent and feel the energy around you. It has so much to say!
With that knowing, you may want to ask yourself, how do you or where do you fit into this spiritual/energetic war? I know the word "fit" is not the most optimal word, but let go of the semantics and just be with the message.
We are all here for a reason, otherwise we wouldn't be here on Earth, but what is your mission? Have you figured it out? I'm thinking it is to let go of old limiting patterns and raise your vibrational frequency to support yourself, others and mother Earth.
So whatever you do - art, bake, garden, teach, nurse, help people in their businesses . . . - you can do this (raise your vibrational energy) no matter what you do!
Even if you don't know exactly, it doesn't really matter, but it's time to get out of the system and begin creating your life. What do you need to let go of? What do you love to do? Are you still living that narrative created by society or by your parents/grandparents? And, if you are still in the system, are you creating deep change?
So many people are finally questioning the narrative, and I am extremely happy to see that. We are raising awareness and with that we are raising consciousness. Each to their own, and that is just fine, but we are rising!
So, anyway, this experience, it felt a bit creepy, but it was another learning experience.
It was a day or week when I was feeling a bit heavy with all the stuff going on in the world and it was getting to me, so I went for a walk to just be with mother (mother Earth). I didn't even take my pup. I wanted complete devotion to my Self and my energy.
So as I walked, my energy was improving and with that comes a smile that is pretty much permanent on my face. How could it not be when we are so blessed to be here in this world during such trying times but also such life changing and transformational times.
Anyways, I started heading home. I see this man, maybe in his early sixties, wearing dark shaded glasses standing across the street (kind of scruffy looking, but whatever), perpendicular (and a few meters ahead) to where I was walking. It was early in the morning and there was no sun shining, so I wasn't sure why he was wearing the sunglasses, but each to their own style. He wanted to cross the street, yet he stood there waiting, not sure for what reason. A garbage truck was approaching but it had to make a couple of stops before it even got to this person and this was a very quiet residential area.
At the point when I was crossing the street, he decides to cross, and I can see that he was going to cross pretty much a short four to five feet in front of me. I questioned it. Why would he wait until I almost bumped into him (that's how close). He had this bad or negative energy, like one of disgust and hate for me. It's so easy to pick up. I have no idea who this guy was; never met him. Perhaps he's in a bad way, but I didn't really care. I was doing my thing - very calm and present.
Anyway, the strange part was when he got exactly right in front of me as he was walking to pass, he turned his head to the left toward me. I thought he was going to gesture with a smile or say "hello", but instead he spit at me just to the right of my face. His actions definitely startled me a bit. No smile, no hello, but a horking spit.
I kept walking but felt a bit confused, but I was curious. I wasn't scared; I didn't feel threatened. I was in this state of emptiness or feeling somewhat blank. I didn't put any emotion into it (and this was key!!!). I just kept on walking, like I was the observer watching.
Anyway, after about two blocks as I walked, I said to myself, "imagine how your light, being so bright, can trigger someone so badly that they have to lash out at you and spit at you." This was not a thought from logic; this was a message from the divine. And when this message popped into my heart, I 'got' it. I didn't have to figure it out! It was clear as day. And that was the end.
It made me joyful to know how much I had changed, from this erratic emotional woman to learning how to be in a state of presence and not be emotionally triggered. Clearly, I am not a saint, but this experience showed me how far I have grown.
Are you growing? I know you are, but are you recognizing your growth? Start paying attention to how far you have come in your healing journey, how much love you are now sharing with (or releasing into) the world, and acknowledge it. You deserve the recognition. It helps you to continue the path with much more grace!
Much love, and until we meet again!
Desiree
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