Is Reality At All What It Appears to Be? Or Are You Being Controlled?

It's difficult to believe that it's the end of April 2025. Time seems to be speeding up! 

I'm not sure about you, but I am making huge internal and personal shifts. How about you?

In reality when change occurs, we typically look the same on the outside. Most of the time (unless we had an addiction of some sort), no one can "see" the changes externally, but on the inside, so much transpires and changes. It has for me.

I definitely know what is going on in this holographic world, and I know that there is more to be revealed. I've always stated, "use discernment" and that is what I encourage you to do more than ever such as in regard to feeling the energy of people, corporations, institutions, and systems. Don't follow the crowd. Get out of your bubble to "see" what is really going on. Reality is not what it appears to be.

If you've read my posts, you know that I've experienced just a few (lol) things. On this blog, Wake Up to Live, I've only mentioned less than a hand full, but there are many more. 

Anyway, especially after the September 27, 2022 experience, I've jumped down several rabbit holes and read hundreds of books and documents about what is really going on in this matrix. So, yes, a lot of shifts and changes has happened in my consciousness and my life. However, change isn't always about gathering more data/information from this external world, though; it's about going within and listening - utilizing your intuition to sense things. 

What it comes down to is that reality, or this world that you live in, is not at all what it appears to be! 

Don't be like many others on social media stating, "show me the scientific evidence." Scientific research is bought out and paid for by the elite and mega-corporations to produce a narrative that supports their products and services (so you believe them and buy them). Don't be naïve anymore! Watch the documentary on Rumble called Monopoly; it shares basically who owns the world. Anyway, at this point, science will never catch up to our divinity, and at this stage in our lives (until there is a change of hands), it's about your divine knowledge. Yes, there are great scientists who are doing their best to share the truth, but there are many who lack integrity and have no morals with money as their God. Go inward and know. Go inward and feel!

If you're not there yet (awake to what is really going on), start by asking questions - different questions. Questions that are the opposite of what your standard belief systems are, if you've got the courage to do it. Get out of the box and your safety bubble and explore with a sense of curiosity, excitement, and anticipation! Think bigger. Think Divine. You will be shocked, amazed, and eventually transformed to what your intuitive self will reveal.

The dimensions are thin. The veil is lifting.  Portals are more available than ever, as well as divine support from higher dimensions. You simply need an open heart and a curious mind to receive, but you also need discernment. With the spiritual warfare, there are a lot of strange phenomenon going on and you should be aware. That's why discernment is important.

If you are aware of all that is happening and the great awaking, have you made changes in your life? Life is moving quickly, as I mentioned earlier, and without being grounded and having some focus and discipline, the months and years will pass us by quickly.

With everything that has occurred in these past five (or more) years, are you still on the same trajectory? Are you playing it safe? Have you really made a significant change, or does everything seem to be the same in your routine, habits, and behavior?

It's hard not to play it safe and it's difficult to change when we have deeply imbedded habits and patterns? The narrative we learned from our parents, educators, government, and society, well, that is our safety net. For example, the schedule of being in school instills the practice of having a "job" and working for someone else other than ourselves. That's a safety net or comfort zone we've learned.

The American Dream, that is another false concept instilled into our minds to try to achieve. Why do we get publicly educated and go to university leaving us with a large debt? Why do we get a job or a career that was pushed on us by our father or by government incentives? Why do we get married or have children when we are pressured by parents or grandparents and genuinely believe this will make us happy? Why do we work a 9-5 and then feel forced to retire or retire due to ageism? Because the rest of society does. We follow the sheep/crowd. This is a narrative instilled into our minds. A safety net - that dream. That "well-behaved, good citizen" mentality. 

I am not saying to be irresponsible, but this is not sovereignty. This is not who you truly are. This type of a life may not be life for everyone. However, if we move away from or reject such a concept (of this American dream), people are condemned by the sheep or the brainwashed and a lot of times we go back to that comfort zone to avoid rejection and condemnation from others.

When we are awake, aware, have done our shadow work, and then make decisions from a conscious state, that's a whole new level. That's conscious choice. The almighty dollar, greed, the American dream, and that job you hate, that is not what life is about!

Consider the words used on a daily basis. Monday (mundane-day) to Friday (fried-day) to live for the weekend (because you are now weak & tired). Recess and lunch shows the break schedule you get at a 9-5 job. This is a pattern, a routine that we grow accustomed to and then we believe this is life. We must do this to be good and proper citizens. Yes?!

Start educating yourself in regard to the etymology of words. Government means "to control the direction of a ship; to steer . .  . [thus] . . . possessing the power to control our destinies." All words carry energy, frequency, and vibration. What are you simultaneously vibrating with? As a result, having a government is being under control; we are no longer sovereign beings when we are controlled by the narrative of the government. This is a simplified understanding, but I am thinking you get the point. 

Because we've been excessively conditioned to live a certain way by the narratives of the government, deep state, and elite . . . and the things we do not see in the space around us, it is important to check in with yourself every couple of weeks or month with how you are shifting or changing with your desires and needs. 

For me, one transformation is to move myself out of the medical mafia health care system. I can't even get into (disclosing) what I've experienced since 2022; it literally makes my head spin to how the health authorities operate. It's not about humanity and human health; it's about the bottom line, which also directly impacts locally raised and educated nurses. The health authorities would rather hire foreigners because the health authorities are being funded by the corrupt NDP(BC)/Liberal(CA)government. Why would they hire local nurses? They don't get a payoff when they hire locals. They get paid when hiring foreigners. The government pays the health authorities each time they hire a foreigner and they pay for all of their training and mentorship and housing. It's a sad, disgusting truth which many are oblivious to. 

This is not isolated behaviour with the health authorities. Universities do the same thing. I still recall when a locally born and raised student didn't get admitted because the domestic student quota was full. The universities get government funding for bringing in international students and universities make sure to fill that quota. This is also the same for before and after school care and many other programs. What's the catch besides funding you may ask? Well, when a health authority or a academic institution gets funded, they MUST follow the rules/policies/narrative stipulated by the government otherwise the funding will be pulled. All they want is control of the narrative - to push an agenda. But can you actually see how big it gets? Now the instructors, nurses . . . push the governments narrative. That's how they get the people and institutions to behave or do as they ask. It is absolutely amazing what happens to people when money is involved.

I worked in Long Term Care facilities and when residents health deteriorated and they were close to dying, the amount of people that came out of the woodwork, for the finances, was astonishing. It happened to my family as well. My uncle and his second wife . . . My brother . . . People will lie, cheat, and steal when there is money. They say to your face that they'd never do such a thing and are actually astonished when others take advantage of family when it comes to death and dying, but I've seen the devil come out in others right before my face when money is involved and they can cash in. 

I am not saying that allopathic medicine should be eliminated, though. People need it. Emergencies happen. However, we need to remove the corruption and we need allopathic medicine to work together or in harmony with energy medicine (as well as herbal, homeopathic . . . remedies), but Health Canada is not there yet. They are making small businesses selling herbal/homeopathic remedies (for example) even more difficult to operate because of their newly implemented outrageous taxes. Do you see the control the government has? They do not work for the people; they make it sound as though they do. That's their charismatic BS narrative and people fall for it.

Here in BC, the regulation of naturopathic medicine, acupuncture, chiropractic, and massage were streamlined in 2024. I was actually accepted into the CCNM ND program and was going to start school in January 2024 up until after I heard about this. At the same time, it was a whopping $100,000 for tuition and my thoughts about having the government's hands inside this one entity changed my direction, but it also changed my perspective about the realism or naturalness of the ND programs. The amalgamation consolidated the former regulatory bodies into "one" single entity, and as AI stated, "to enhance efficiency and public protection." It is complete and utter BS concerning public protection; it's about more control. The AI definition forgot to mention that cabinet members who had the particular designation of an ND (for example) were also replaced by many uneducated government employees who would now be making the decisions with their own undisclosed agenda.  

Wake up! The government creates the problem, people freak out, and then the government provides you a solution. Look at it for what it is, Control. If you can't see that or smell the manure, then I am not sure what will wake you up.

In any event, I'm moving in a different direction. Although I feel fear flutters in the gut every once in a while, I am working on it. It's not easy changing the narrative in my head when we've been brainwashed for so many years. That energetic pull can be strong especially when others don't "get it". Sometimes I feel very alone. This old, dying out narrative has energetic strength, for sure, but I am stronger (we are stronger) and I know I have divine support around me when needed (and so do you). It all comes down to Trust, divine trust.

When is it your time to shine? When will you move out of your comfort zone? When will you let go of the old system? 

There is a divine love revolution happening? Which direction are you moving towards? The old earth or the new?

Until we meet again.

Much love,

Desiree